I don't even know where to start... There are so many emotions that I'm feeling right now that it's almost impossible to focus on just one. Let me start off by saying that you've made me the happiest woman in the world by giving me the opportunity to be your wife. I always wondered what my life would be like with whoever it was I was going to marry, and I'm excited to say that I know our marriage is going to be full of laughs, good food, the occasional tears, but lots of love. I know many people may think we're crazy for meeting up in a foreign country to get married, and then part ways 7 days later, but as long as we get it, then that's what matters.
I understand that there will be challenges that we'll have to face together while being apart, but we've always seemed to make it work for the both of us. We'll rack up enough Sky Miles seeing each other, that when we do get to fly together, then we both can sit in VIP! As I'm sitting in my living room typing this, it's still dawning on me that this home is our home. Even though you aren't here, you know you'll always have a place to come home to. (BTW - thank you for fixing my cabinet. What a great husband you are!)
My house isn't quiet just yet. With your parents here, it doesn't hurt as much knowing that you left today. (Don't get me wrong, it still breaks my heart). I know that when they leave, and it's just me here, that's when it's going to hit me really hard. But that's okay...
Holy cow, we're married... It seems like it was just yesterday when I visited you and we went to go look at rings. It went from, "I can't do this anymore, let's go. This is making me anxious" to "I'm so excited to be your wife" to "let's have babies". (Yeah, that escalated really quickly, lol.) It's funny how the question, "now what are we going to do?" can create such big events, right?
Now that I can finally sit and just think about it all, I'm thinking all the way back to when we first met, and how perfect we were for each other right off the bat. There's so much that we have in common, that it was actually quite frightening how perfect it all seemed. Like it was all just "too good to be true." I won't lie and say that there wasn't a point that I never had the thought that we wouldn't work out. But that's when I was still afraid to really commit myself to you in fear of getting hurt. Then as the days went on, you continued to shower me with your love and kindness, and you took care of me before you took care of yourself.
I've met lots of people throughout my travels in life, but none of them even come close to comparing to you. I can truly say that I'm the luckiest girl to have met such a kind, selfless, loving man like yourself. The only one who can make me laugh with just one look. You really are my sweetest hello, and my hardest see you later.
Sean Michael, I am so in love with you and I am so happy to be your wife.
xx, Mrs. Sison